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May. 28th, 2009 | 08:26 am

anyone elese havign issues w/ LJ? on all the computers i have, it says there is an error, so it has to be LJ cuz how can every computer have same problem??? gay, cant look at my stuff now. sad.

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^_^

May. 18th, 2009 | 09:21 am

Just got back from weekend away. so nice. im burnt but i enjoyed so much time in the sun, when usually we only get rain. but wonderful. and our kitties missed us. ^_^ hehe. always nice to come home, i just wish my home was somewehre i LOVE. there are so many things wrong with where im living. state,weather, house is messed up. but i guess i shouldnt complain. i have a loving hubby, wonderful kids, cute kitties. and an actual house we live in, not random apartment.

vacations are so stressfree, BUt when you come back. BAM its back. -_-

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Happy Easter

Apr. 11th, 2009 | 08:48 am
mood: happy happy




made by [info]babylove74 

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HAPPY BDAY TO ME!

Apr. 6th, 2009 | 06:39 am
mood: cheerful cheerful

Yay for me

yesterday was THE best day. i have the best hubby in world. sushi, movie, some extras. ha.. and he cooked dinner for us. such an awesome guy. love him.

up early today, not cuz of the day but bcuz of hubby going back to school. hard for me to get back to sleep after he leaves. miss hiim..


also happy bday to PAUL RUDD. ;p i guess i celebrated both our bdays by seeing his new movie yesterday!!

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1 MORE DAY

Apr. 5th, 2009 | 09:03 am
mood: excited excited

Wooot. tomorrow is my bday!!.

today going on a date with hubby. kids going to grandparents. ^_^ surpise on where im going. hubby has school and work tomorrow so why we are going today. tomorrow going out to lunch/have cake/presents with my family. ha yes im tht old and still get gifts. ^_^

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Mar. 16th, 2009 | 08:11 pm

WOO HOO. 3 weeks until my bday!

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No One Cares

Mar. 15th, 2009 | 10:57 pm
mood: loved loved

So lately i havent been writing in here, bcuz not like anyone reads it or cares to both commenting. sad. but yeah, as for update, things are great with me. hubby and me are GREAT!!!! so content. so in love. just happy, no huge fights. great. hes being loving adn showing it more. WAY MORE.

Today it SNOWED. gosh isnt it supposed to be spring soon? like end of this week? gay. gay washington. usually just rains, but no, lately all we get is snow. crazy ass weather. but yeah, today had family... acutally EVERY DAY hubby has off, we have been making it family day. very nice. but so tired. it was so wet,cold. carrying kids in and out of car constantly.. very tiring..

but to me, me and my hubby are THE REAL DEAL. compared to EVERYONE we know. i mean everyone we know once they get to a certain point they all break up with thier special ones. we are going on 7 yrs. i know NO other couple gong that long. not bragging. but to me, its like no other couple knows what TRUE love is. just say they love each other then bam, they dont anymore. how can you NOT love someone anymore? i mean i would only break up with my hubby if he cheated on me. any other reason. never. but yeah, and when we do fight we NEVER let it last longer then couple hours. we NEVER go to sleep mad. just make up and are ok. cuz duh, every couple fights. not just happy go lucky.

so yeah, im gonna post a pic. just to make this post a little prettier..this is what the hubby got me for vday. its a book of pictures with captions on them that hewrote himself.. its an ACTUAL book. and of pictures of US.. just awesome..
yeah so one of the pages


 

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So..

Feb. 7th, 2009 | 10:44 pm
mood: blah blah

Lately things have been looking up for us. as of to the post couple ones ago. but i am doing much better. we are getting HUGE tax return. ^_^  get to get so many thngs that have been put off in past years. i just cant wait. my mind will be so much more clear and weight off my shoulders lifted, cuz some of these things just are always in back of my head, burning holes into it.

but i need to get back on this more. post more, and check my communities more. cuz they offer some awesome things but i ALWAYS miss it. i just got a new one made for me, its so damn cute. i LOVE IT! i want more just like it. T_T wish i knew how to make things/come up with ideas for myself. i just know basics, and they arent that great. T_T

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Hubby Made Up A GREAT Deal Since Last Post

Jan. 28th, 2009 | 09:25 am
mood: loved loved


SOOOOO on saturday, we had a “pre valentines day”... cuz tim ordered me my vday gift so when it came in the mail he would just give it to me.. He had to work from 9am-5pm. so after work we were planning to go to uwajimaya and splurge on FOOD!! on tims way home, he called saying maybe it was better if we went on sunday instead (bcuz the traffic was really bad when he was driving home), well i told him whatever.. irritated cuz kids were all dressed, and then when i told them we werent going meimi started getting all sad, and ameya refused to take off her shoes. i just went online and was listening to music when tim got home… i didnt look up, mad, haha.. he sat on the couch next to me (on laptop). then handed me what looked like a picture frame.. BUT it was much better.. It was a printed book, that was all pictures of tim, the kids, and me. he went to this site where you can put pictures where you want them, and put quotes/captions… it was so damn cute, instantly i stopped being mad at him… he saw how upset we were for not being able to go, so he said oh we can just go.. he wanted food too. but b4 he could do anything i told him to wait. and headed to the bedroom.. him getting the gist of what i was doing. he was like “what you got me something?!?!” haha.. so i pulled out his vday gift from the closet. it was NOT anywhere near as sweet, cute as his was, but he loved it nonetheless… hehe, i got him this tool thing he needed for his toolbox. a DC red/black hat (which hes always been wanting) AND the new Kanye CD.. yep.. hehe..

it was so damn hard to keep that in, that i got him a gift. but i wanted him to act like how he did. he was so happy. haha and VERY surprised...so we got kids into the car and headed to my fav UWAJIMAYA. ;p but on way there, there wasnt as much traffic. but we were in carpool, and yeah, haha. so we got to uwajimaya and walked up and down EVERY aisle. our cart was filled to the top. almost overflowing… and we spent $270. haha.. tim said im “exspensive” ;p true. yet how can you resist when you are there? haha, so we went home and pigged out on sushi, and deli foods. saving the other foods for the rest of the days to come. haha. until its gone -_-

YEP that was our pre vday… for actual day, we plan to go to see a movie. not sure as of what yet.. but yeah, depends what movies are out then. and i think we might eat korean bbq. its been long time since we’ve had that. so damn DELICIOUS!! oh, i took some pix of the gift he got me. so that will be added. AND same for actual vday.. hehehe.. but im sad, i want/need updated pix of tim and me, we dont have any. not since christmas..gotta train meimi to take pix so she can be our photographer. ;p haha

Heres a glimpse of what he got me. ;p



p.s. our cat almost died a lil after our daughters bday... but we took him to vet. he was there for 3 days, we nursed him back to health, nad im glad hes to him good old self. T_T i would of been so damn depressed if anything worse happened. that would of been a horrible start to 2009





 

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Stressed

Jan. 15th, 2009 | 06:13 am
mood: crushed crushed

So this past week has been so horrible and so stressed... first on sat was my youngest bday... she turned 2. it was decent, saw many friends who i havent seen in so very long. but yeah, first wrong move, invite tims car buddies. this party was for my DAUGHTER... so how come basically the whole time my husband was DOWNSTAIRS away from everyone playing games? what kinda shyt is that. THEN half way through him and his lil friends decided that they were gonna go to do some LAN thing later on. i got so damn mad, so like rest of night i was so irritated. and all of our good old friends who have been there since beginning of our relationship, yeah, he didnt even hang out with them, talk to anyone. i cant stand his "car" friends (i say car, cuz thats all they do, talk about). and one of them is the worst influence on him. almost as bad as his ex co-workers. or maybe its all just my husband. he left that night, (which everyone else was gone too, cuz this whorish bitch ALWAYS throws a party same god damn day as us. so damn irritated with that. she all plays all innocent, but next time... so damn pissed. i will actually say something TO her, dont talk to her, only her bf  is our friend). but yeah, he left didnt even come home till next day 6pm. and i had to "pursuade" him. his bs bullshyt, im too lazy to get gas. yeah he does love me huh? my ass he does. im pretty sure he doesnt love me as much, or hes cheating on me, or hes going gay. i swear all he talks about. "car friend this, car friend that" go on facebook. well his friend writes 10 different things, he comments ALL of them. i write 20 different things, he never reads it... stupid bullshyt. i guess thats a guy who doesnt love his female....

TO TOP OFF THIS ALREADY HORRIBLE week, one of my cats has gotten really really sick. on tuesday took him in. any longer and he might not of made it. he is still sick but actually active, responsive.. he used to just lay there, blood in his urine, dehydrated... so bad, and again the "man of my dreams" was there to say we have no money. we might have to just put him down since we have no $. yeah, thanks. just kill our cat, when he could be saved... LUCKILY my parents were there......(also this from my husband who plans to do some autocrossing next month. it costs $50 membership. $25 am and $25 pm for racing... plus $$ for gas AND $$ for food)... so he will waste ALL our $$ on that shyt but complain every damn day about our cat. but yeah, my dad paid for some of the treatments and my sister for whatever else i didnt have... not to mention my husband paying all that $$ when we have NO money what so ever, cuz he hasnt worked since september.... yay for us.... all he does is ask his parents for $$ BUT they have no money either cuz they own a resturant, which is vietnamese, and since economy is so bad, yeah, no one goes to eat...

so taht is what my life has been like this past week. im just thankful I, ME, MYSELF was still there for my daughter on her bday. i even had both my kids sleep with me in my bed, which they both enjoyed.... and glad that my cat is getting a lil better. just needs to start eating more... T_T so to conclude, my life is falling apart around me, i let my husband walk alll over me, but dont leave him, when normally i wouldnt stand for it. nad i dont think he loves me, us, coming home, anymore.... doesnt talk to me, stays downstairs all the time, havent had sex in who knows when, just blah.. only wants to do what HE, HIMSELF wants and 99% has nothing to do wiht us his family.

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Dec. 24th, 2008 | 03:13 pm

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White Christmas

Dec. 18th, 2008 | 11:21 am

So I live in Seattle, washington. well not really. in a town near it. and for once we are having a white christmas. well its not christmas yet, but its next week. usually IF it DOES snow, we dont get it until, jan-feb.  But like since a week ago, we got a lot of snow... (well more so my house/area, then everyone else). cuz we live on one of the highest hills around, and everywhere else got like lil bit, but can drive around. our neighborhoods had ice everywhere, so hardly anyone could leave. well it snowed hella one night and our streets still had ice/fresh snow everywhere.. which this picture was taken 12/16/08, after couple days, but we still had hella snow, where everywhere else was clear.




then yesterday it rained most of the day, so all the snow/ice melted. but since it was so cold, that rain turned to ice. .. but then last night from around midnight to 12:30am. it snowed HELLA and gave us a blanket of fresh snow... which sux cuz the snow is now covering a sheet of ice on our roads. so yes, we are again basically stuck at home...my hubby last night took pix of the new snow



its pretty and all, i just pray that for christmas its not too bad, so we can at least make it to my families house. as long as we see my family, could care less bout the hubbys. the sister-in-law. not looking forward to see her. but anyways.. looking outside, its still snowing a little. well ok. just wanted to share our once in a lifetime white christmas, in seattle, washington.. haha

 

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Nov. 27th, 2008 | 08:35 am

HAPPY TURKEY DAY EVERYONE!!!

HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY DAY WTH FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND FOOD!!!

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Profile

Nov. 10th, 2008 | 09:23 am

So i just noticed the new profile look, and im loving it.. i seriously need to update mine... need new graphics made... but im so slow on here,  i miss EVERYTHING good. and stuff that i dont really want, its open for requesting... ahhhh...if only i knew how to make cute stuff, but i DONT.. sad.

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22 LBS

Nov. 4th, 2008 | 09:50 am
mood: ecstatic ecstatic

Yes 22 lbs DOES mean i LOST 22 lbs. in 1 yrs time, i have lost that much. i think thats an amazing feat. ^_^ but in the past 2 months i lost 5 lbs due to the wii fit. that things works wonders. i seriously love it, and am glad i actually lost weight. tims family was all complimenting me on how skinny i am. and yes they want to get one too. hehe. but here are some pix to show just how much i actually lost..

OCTOBER 31, 2007





OCTOBER 31 2008





 

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Happy Late Halloween!!

Nov. 4th, 2008 | 09:30 am
mood: loved loved

So we had an awesome halloween weekend...

On halloween we first went to my hubbys aunts hair salon and my daughter and him both got haircuts.. just to visit and the kids got goody bags. she invited us to come over for dinner (hotpot.. YUM!) so we said ok.. after that headed to our lil ones best friends house. went trick or treating it was awesome.. and the two kids combined got so much candy, our bowl is overflowing. hehe.. im sure it will last a while, cuz i dont eat sweets and im limiting the kids candy a day.. my youngest who is still very tiny she would NOT let anyone carry her or her bucket. she was totally into the whole trick or treating thing. it was too cute. hehe.. but she was slow. after that headed to my aunt-in-laws house. had food, hung out. kids were wired by the candy. hehe.. so a great night.. while we were there though. they invited us to come back over on sat to eat chicken adn pasta. so we agreed..

on sat we went over and had yummy food but not the chicken and pasta, SO they invited us over AGAIN on sunday. hehe which we did. had to stop by my hubbys parents house, and yeah, of course i sat in car, cuz of my hubbys dumbass sister. not in the mood to see her. shes gay cuz she was telling my hubby she didnt want me in teh house. i was like then why the hell am i still in the car?? um yeah. put it together.. stupidity is what i call it. to sum it up, we are back to reality and my hubby is still out of work. hes had job interviews a plenty, BUT no call backs, hes at one now. and im hoping he gets it. (knock on wood). well baiscally he DOES have one, but it pays $9 when he used to make $12+. big difference. plus hes gonna go back to school and work only part time. we will NOT have enough on $9... so dumb economy.. needs to get better so my hubby can find a job. ahhh. well yeah, thats about it.. so now for some pix.. first one is my kids on halloween. and 2nd one is our family pic. ^_^





 

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Family Vacation

Jul. 11th, 2008 | 09:51 am

So i just got back from 10 day vacation. it was pretty awesome! we went to Quincy, Illinois. doesnt sound big but when my family is there its fun, visiting and getting to know them once again. cuz we only go like every 2 yrs. 

i must admit that it started out HORRIBILY, we took the train cuz my dad HATES to fly. we went along cuz u know.. family trip. went with my dad and 2 sisters. so we got to train station and already found out that it was 5 hours late, and we would have to take a bus to Pasco to "meet" the train.. but it was kinda nice cuz they gave us complimentary subway dinners, with as much free water bottles as we could carry. ;p haha.. so 3 1/2 hours on bus. once we got to pasco we learned that we had to wait 3 hours until our train got there.. so much for the meeting.. and that was would be 1:30am.. -_- so yeah, gotta wait till then. and with two kids, tim and me WERE NOT happy. so finally we got on the train at 1:30 adn were off.  well since we were so late, we were 5 hours late for our 2nd train we were supposed to take in chicago. when we got to chicago we had to take a van to quincy. and the woman drivign was like falling asleep, i was praying pretty hard that we wouldnt crash.. and she was all over the road.. -_- that was 4 1/2 hours van ride. -_- then got there at 3:30am. and of course when we got to my aunts she wasnt home cuz she was at the train station waiting for us. so we were stuck outside for an hour until she got back. luckily it was in midwest so it was like 70 degrees at 3am. haha. 

but after all that it went smooth. got to visit family. and all. it was all good and fun. we came back earlier then my dad and sisters, cuz tim has to work. im so depressed. i started crying so hard when we left, man im sad. haha. but i wanna move out there NOW.. but live in Peoria instead. a lil bigger city for us. haha. but yeah. except the first 2 days our trip was awesome and i wanna go back now.

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Our Awesome Fathers Day Weekend!!

Jun. 16th, 2008 | 10:52 am
mood: hungry hungry

 On sat, it started out nice. we had plans to go out with kids. to get some fresh air. since they have been sick and stuck inside. so we first headed to eat Dim Sum.. when we got to the one place we always go, it was closed down. T_T so we started heading downtown.. slowly making our way through traffic and hitting every red light, i suggested we go to the place by tims parents new resturant.. our cousin saying it was cheaper adn really good. so tim turned around. when we got there, we saw tims mom, cuz she was workin on the resturant (which is still not open, just remodeling and all). we went to eat, ordered SO much food, that it didnt even fit on our table, had to stack everything. haha. but sooo damn good.. afterward went back to the resturant to have kids visit with their "grandparents" which they arent really. not really a part of our lives/ our kids lives.. and when they are, its just awkward... but yeah. stayed for a bit, then headed to target. had to get some diapers.. and i got travel size stuff for our trip coming up. ^_^ hmmmm. we saw our friend Tryon there..he works there so we walked around until he got off work.. and saw another old friend. and then tim saw old friends in parking lot. crazy small world. haha... after that went back to our friend tyrons house, he is one of 6 siblings, and we are friends with all. so always someone to talk to at their house. after that we went by my parents cuz my mom did some grocery shopping for us.. then finally came home. and watched The Other Boylen Girl.. then crashed... such a long, fun, out of the ordinary day. everything was planned yet wasnt..

then on sun.. my parents and sister came by. we bbq at our place, they stayed for awhile, my sister and me had some good convo time. haha.. then we got invited to go to our friends. i really wanted to go, cuz duh NO ONE ever invites us anywhere, unless they have kids too. but other people who party all the time, we never even get a 2nd thought, which is fine. (shyt im so hungry im like DYING).. but anyways.. had fun just chillin with friends. and the kids just ran around, so that was fine for me. haha. except one of my "enemies" was there. haha, not really enemy just old friend who ended up being a dumbass, so i dont talk to. she doesnt even live with her own child. her child lives with her parents.. thats f...in retarded. and she was trying to feed my ameya. i was like um dont touch my child.. errrr -___- but yeah, thats just the only bad part. 

and now im just at home, with stuff thats gotta be done, while the hubby is at work. even though he will most likely come home all late.. dumbass. even though i love him. no reason for that shyt. -_____- i shouldnt be so nice to him though when he gets home. but then his stubborn ass, if i act like i dont care hes home, he always threatens to leave cuz i dont care. so yeah, what am i supposed to do.

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Been Awhile As Usual

Jun. 12th, 2008 | 10:28 am
mood: hungry hungry

Well the kids have colds as of right now.. we were gonna go watch Kung Fu panda yesterday, but then with colds, they wouldnt of been able to sit throughout the movie. or at least the lil one.. but they are getting better. so maybe by sat we can see it.. 

the weather here SUCKS... it truly has been seattle weather. i want to at least see the damn sun once in awhile. -____- gay. so much crap.. so im extra ultra excited about our vacation to illinois. not a big deal, just visiting family. but to at least feel teh heat.. BUT then im also scared cuz of all the horrible weather thats been going on in the midwest... who knows what that will do to our vacation plans. and of course, since we've actually saved up, and planned a decent vacation for us, it screws us over.. but ive lost SOOO much weight. like my clothes are barely fitting me, i gotta get smaller sizes. yay for me. haha. but i lost the weight in not a great way..

but yeah, my cousin who is starting her 8 months being pregnant, she is in hospital cuz the baby is doing good, yet not. not the healthiest, but healthy enough. so they might just keep her there until she delivers/c-section.. kinda want her to have baby b4 we get there, so she can be more travelable, since she lives 2 1/2 hours away from where we will be staying.. and i wanna see her baby, its been 3 yrs since last we saw each other. so i miss her like crazy. seh is one yr older, and all our life, even though its been like 2-3 yrs between each time we see each other, we always start talking like we havent seen each other for like a day. she could be like my best friend, but she lives so far away.. i love her to death.. i wish we lived closer together... 

hmmm another one of my friends just had her baby.. 2lbs 13oz. kinda tiny, but she was only like 35 weeks. but her baby is doing good. which is good. in the beginning there were alot of problems, so at least she made it up to 35 weeks. im excited to see her baby girl. ^_^ and gotta go through some old clothes to give her....

tim and me are doing "ok" not that great. like there is something in the way. T_T i dont know what, just so much going on. ahhh. but i still love him. just a lil blah with everything.

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Date With Hubby

May. 5th, 2008 | 09:12 am
mood: blah blah

Yesterday went on nice date with the hubby. well my dad came by around 2ish, so we headed out, ameya was/is fussy bcuz she is teething. she has like 3 teeth coming in. T_T poor kid. so kinda hard on my dad. but he did pretty good. well we first wanted to go to Miyabis, but 1/2 way there i remembered its most likely closed cuz duh!! every japanese or thai place is closed on sundays SOOOO we went over to Famous Daves.. BBQ. Our 1st time trying that out.. pretty good!! Then we headed to the theatre and watched Ironman. it was a great movie. i liked it. then after that we were heading home when i saw sweet kitty (a sanrio shop) so we stopped in there. i got some pencils, candy and anime. ^_^ tim also went to hobbytown adn got some car model stuff.... then we decided to eat out again.. we ate pho. something quick and cheap. ^_^ hehe so really it was a day out. it was so much fun.

when we got home my mom was there instead of my dad cuz my dad had to take medicines for something or other at exactly 6pm. so my mom came by and helped out towards the end. and yeah, that was our day. when we got home tried to feed ameya some food, cuz she didnt eat at all really yesterday. poor kid. just achy. T_T 

ah.. well today is tims real bday.. which reminds me about our party on friday. it was great!! everyone who said they would come did. well except one, but she wants to treat us to dinner and drinks... so we shall see. tim didnt get too drunk. just buzzed, well buzzed enough to where he went outside in the backyard and got lost. ;p haha. like forgot where he was. tsk tsk. but yeah, all in all good times. ^_^

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